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Just read your 2008 essay on Milosz. Very moving, as was everything he touched. His access to gravity took me a peculiarly long time to appreciate, as if something in my ego, one of Kafka's frozen lakes, had to break and remain broken.

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RECOGNITIONS

by Stephen Dobyns

The awful imbalance that occurs with age

when you suddenly see that more friends

have died, than remain alive. And at times

the memory seems so real that the latest

realization of a death can become a second,

smaller death. All those talks cut off in mid-

sentence. All those plans tossed in the trash.

What can you do but sit out on the porch

when evening comes? The day's last light

reddens the leaves of the copper beach.

(BOA Editions, 2016)

Stephen, an old close friend, died this past Sunday at 85. When he was alive, I feel that I was always somewhat tongue-tied, he was so casually and radiantly intense, seemed to know so much better than me how to behave, was always so amused by my stumbling foibles and faux pas, I always feared I was a disappointment, that he was secretly exasperated. This was probably not true, just another foible and faux pas. That's enough, but I also want to say that the opposite is also half-true, that when an old dear friend or someone you've loved dies, they take a world they illuminated along with them. The other half of truth is that The days last light/Reddens the leaves of the copper beach.

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